Hyper ventilating in class

I haven't posted in a long time. Appparently I'm not very good at the whole blogging thing because everytime I start one I ended up neglecting it after a few weeks. I am making myself a promise that that will not happen with this blog. Things have been really hectic with the semester coming to an end an the GRE and grad school applications... I think I'm kind of losing my mind. For example, this morning I almost had a panic attack and started crying over somethign that might not even be that big a deal. I was 15 minutes late to one of my classes today because as I was leaving my boyfriend and I temporarily lost our cat and then when we finally did leave we had car trouble. The wheel well fell off and we had to drive super slow. I know this sounds very unimportant but I had a paper due and I was supposed to be performing a scene with a girl from my class. When I got there not only did my teacher not let me do the scene but I also only got half credit on the assignment. Normally I would have been able to explain the situation and everything would have been peaches and cream but I've already been absent a lot because of my car accident and illness and she did not look like she wanted to hear it. After that I proceeded to go outside, call Clark and start crying because I was thoroughly convinced that I was going to either fail the class or have to drop. That is not going to be the case but I probably won't be able to get an A anymore and I'm pretty sure my professor hates me. Too much stress. I just want to get my money issues in order and for the semester to be over already.